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    <title>The Permission Slip - Episodes Tagged with “#Psychedelicintegration”</title>
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    <description>I love everything to do with consciousness - personal growth books, meditation, psychedelics, bodywork, Tantric retreats, chakras, Human Design, channeled works, you name it! For the past fifteen years, I’ve been on a deep healing journey. I regularly engage relative strangers in conversation about topics relating to consciousness, transformation and psychedelics (sometimes to their annoyance). I've been dancing around starting a podcast for a couple years now. My imposter syndrome has kept me thinking I don't have anything worthwhile to share, while I vainly attempt to find a community with whom I resonate. 
I've been fortunate to work with some really gifted practitioners during my journey. They not only gave me tools to heal, they gave me PERMISSION to heal. My intention in producing and distributing The Permission Slip podcast is to share knowledge of their talents with the rest of the world. Many of us have been programmed to believe that healing only comes from those in the medical profession who have gone through a particular set of training protocols. This is not true. Doctors and therapists and the like are (mostly) well-meaning and very good at what they do. Sometimes, more often than we are maybe lead to believe, what they recommend or do is not what is truly needed for healing.
In the spirit of the following passage, I'm committing to a minimum of six podcasts that will be discussions with practitioners and healers from whom I've derived personal benefit. The purpose of this effort is therefore to shed light on the diverse ways of healing as well as moving into right relationship with oneself. 
Credits
Renee LaVallee McKenna for the inspiration to create this in the first place.
Abby Bruce (ma soeur) for the encouragement along the way.
Damian Wiseman for the audio engineering expertise.
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    <itunes:subtitle>You are allowed.</itunes:subtitle>
    <itunes:author>Matt Kosterman</itunes:author>
    <itunes:summary>I love everything to do with consciousness - personal growth books, meditation, psychedelics, bodywork, Tantric retreats, chakras, Human Design, channeled works, you name it! For the past fifteen years, I’ve been on a deep healing journey. I regularly engage relative strangers in conversation about topics relating to consciousness, transformation and psychedelics (sometimes to their annoyance). I've been dancing around starting a podcast for a couple years now. My imposter syndrome has kept me thinking I don't have anything worthwhile to share, while I vainly attempt to find a community with whom I resonate. 
I've been fortunate to work with some really gifted practitioners during my journey. They not only gave me tools to heal, they gave me PERMISSION to heal. My intention in producing and distributing The Permission Slip podcast is to share knowledge of their talents with the rest of the world. Many of us have been programmed to believe that healing only comes from those in the medical profession who have gone through a particular set of training protocols. This is not true. Doctors and therapists and the like are (mostly) well-meaning and very good at what they do. Sometimes, more often than we are maybe lead to believe, what they recommend or do is not what is truly needed for healing.
In the spirit of the following passage, I'm committing to a minimum of six podcasts that will be discussions with practitioners and healers from whom I've derived personal benefit. The purpose of this effort is therefore to shed light on the diverse ways of healing as well as moving into right relationship with oneself. 
Credits
Renee LaVallee McKenna for the inspiration to create this in the first place.
Abby Bruce (ma soeur) for the encouragement along the way.
Damian Wiseman for the audio engineering expertise.
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  <title>S2 | E3 Christopher Sunyata, Men's Coach, Meditation Teacher &amp; Engineer</title>
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  <author>Matt Kosterman</author>
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  <itunes:subtitle>In this episode, I sit down with Christopher Sunyata—engineer, Buddhist meditation teacher, and men’s coach—to explore what it really means to embody grounded masculine presence.

We talk about trauma, breath, kundalini energy, polarity, multi-orgasmic potential for men, and the profound link between sexuality and spiritual awakening. Christopher shares how bullying, a near-death childhood experience, divorce, fatherhood, psychotherapy, psychedelics, and decades of practice shaped the man he is today.

This is a conversation about safety in the body, depth in relationship, and reclaiming sexuality as a path of consciousness—not performance.
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  <itunes:duration>1:19:21</itunes:duration>
  <itunes:explicit>yes</itunes:explicit>
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  <description>In S2•E3, I speak with Christopher Sunyata, a former medical device engineer turned Buddhist meditation teacher and men’s coach based in Boulder, Colorado  ￼. We met at an Osho-inspired Deer Tribe workshop in Cave Creek, Arizona—an intensive container exploring sacred sexuality and polarity work  ￼.
Christopher shares his origin story:
    • Raised Catholic in Decatur, Illinois, bullied through childhood  ￼
    • A sensitive kid who later became a college rugby all-star—yet carried a fractured internal self-image  ￼
    • A near-death suffocation accident in childhood that left a deep imprint in his nervous system  ￼
    • Ten years of Jungian analysis, divorce after discovering an affair following a mushroom journey  ￼
    • Intensive Buddhist practice and eventual immersion in embodied tantric work
We explore how women’s somatic intuition became one of his greatest teachers—how feminine bodies read tension, contraction, and presence instantly  ￼.
We discuss:
    • Why resting as “open awareness” makes men more trustworthy and attractive  ￼
    • Breath-rate recovery and training the parasympathetic nervous system  ￼
    • Why meditation, psychedelics, and sexuality all intersect as portals into death practice and ego dissolution  ￼
    • His extensive work with plant medicines, including 5-MeO-DMT  ￼
    • Sexual practice as spiritual practice
    • The difference between effort-based “techniques” and relaxed energetic openness
    • How men can access sustained, non-ejaculatory, full-body orgasmic states
    • Why relational polarity requires stability, not performance
    • The nervous system as the foundation of spiritual and relational growth
Christopher’s central thesis:
A man’s depth is revealed in how much intensity he can open through—without collapsing, grasping, or dissociating  ￼.
We also explore how shame around sexuality has been weaponized socially and spiritually—and what happens when that shame is removed.
This conversation bridges:
    • Trauma work
    • Buddhist meditation
    • Tantric polarity
    • Somatic nervous system regulation
    • Psychedelic awakening
    • Masculine leadership
It’s an unapologetically honest conversation about embodied masculinity in a time when many men feel disconnected from purpose and presence.
 Special Guest: Christopher Sunyata.
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    <![CDATA[<p>In S2•E3, I speak with Christopher Sunyata, a former medical device engineer turned Buddhist meditation teacher and men’s coach based in Boulder, Colorado  ￼. We met at an Osho-inspired Deer Tribe workshop in Cave Creek, Arizona—an intensive container exploring sacred sexuality and polarity work  ￼.</p>

<p>Christopher shares his origin story:<br>
    • Raised Catholic in Decatur, Illinois, bullied through childhood  ￼<br>
    • A sensitive kid who later became a college rugby all-star—yet carried a fractured internal self-image  ￼<br>
    • A near-death suffocation accident in childhood that left a deep imprint in his nervous system  ￼<br>
    • Ten years of Jungian analysis, divorce after discovering an affair following a mushroom journey  ￼<br>
    • Intensive Buddhist practice and eventual immersion in embodied tantric work</p>

<p>We explore how women’s somatic intuition became one of his greatest teachers—how feminine bodies read tension, contraction, and presence instantly  ￼.</p>

<p>We discuss:<br>
    • Why resting as “open awareness” makes men more trustworthy and attractive  ￼<br>
    • Breath-rate recovery and training the parasympathetic nervous system  ￼<br>
    • Why meditation, psychedelics, and sexuality all intersect as portals into death practice and ego dissolution  ￼<br>
    • His extensive work with plant medicines, including 5-MeO-DMT  ￼<br>
    • Sexual practice as spiritual practice<br>
    • The difference between effort-based “techniques” and relaxed energetic openness<br>
    • How men can access sustained, non-ejaculatory, full-body orgasmic states<br>
    • Why relational polarity requires stability, not performance<br>
    • The nervous system as the foundation of spiritual and relational growth</p>

<p>Christopher’s central thesis:</p>

<p>A man’s depth is revealed in how much intensity he can open through—without collapsing, grasping, or dissociating  ￼.</p>

<p>We also explore how shame around sexuality has been weaponized socially and spiritually—and what happens when that shame is removed.</p>

<p>This conversation bridges:<br>
    • Trauma work<br>
    • Buddhist meditation<br>
    • Tantric polarity<br>
    • Somatic nervous system regulation<br>
    • Psychedelic awakening<br>
    • Masculine leadership</p>

<p>It’s an unapologetically honest conversation about embodied masculinity in a time when many men feel disconnected from purpose and presence.</p><p>Special Guest: Christopher Sunyata.</p><p><a rel="payment" href="https://patreon.com/mattkosterman">Support The Permission Slip</a></p>]]>
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    <![CDATA[<p>In S2•E3, I speak with Christopher Sunyata, a former medical device engineer turned Buddhist meditation teacher and men’s coach based in Boulder, Colorado  ￼. We met at an Osho-inspired Deer Tribe workshop in Cave Creek, Arizona—an intensive container exploring sacred sexuality and polarity work  ￼.</p>

<p>Christopher shares his origin story:<br>
    • Raised Catholic in Decatur, Illinois, bullied through childhood  ￼<br>
    • A sensitive kid who later became a college rugby all-star—yet carried a fractured internal self-image  ￼<br>
    • A near-death suffocation accident in childhood that left a deep imprint in his nervous system  ￼<br>
    • Ten years of Jungian analysis, divorce after discovering an affair following a mushroom journey  ￼<br>
    • Intensive Buddhist practice and eventual immersion in embodied tantric work</p>

<p>We explore how women’s somatic intuition became one of his greatest teachers—how feminine bodies read tension, contraction, and presence instantly  ￼.</p>

<p>We discuss:<br>
    • Why resting as “open awareness” makes men more trustworthy and attractive  ￼<br>
    • Breath-rate recovery and training the parasympathetic nervous system  ￼<br>
    • Why meditation, psychedelics, and sexuality all intersect as portals into death practice and ego dissolution  ￼<br>
    • His extensive work with plant medicines, including 5-MeO-DMT  ￼<br>
    • Sexual practice as spiritual practice<br>
    • The difference between effort-based “techniques” and relaxed energetic openness<br>
    • How men can access sustained, non-ejaculatory, full-body orgasmic states<br>
    • Why relational polarity requires stability, not performance<br>
    • The nervous system as the foundation of spiritual and relational growth</p>

<p>Christopher’s central thesis:</p>

<p>A man’s depth is revealed in how much intensity he can open through—without collapsing, grasping, or dissociating  ￼.</p>

<p>We also explore how shame around sexuality has been weaponized socially and spiritually—and what happens when that shame is removed.</p>

<p>This conversation bridges:<br>
    • Trauma work<br>
    • Buddhist meditation<br>
    • Tantric polarity<br>
    • Somatic nervous system regulation<br>
    • Psychedelic awakening<br>
    • Masculine leadership</p>

<p>It’s an unapologetically honest conversation about embodied masculinity in a time when many men feel disconnected from purpose and presence.</p><p>Special Guest: Christopher Sunyata.</p><p><a rel="payment" href="https://patreon.com/mattkosterman">Support The Permission Slip</a></p>]]>
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  <title>S2 | E1 Dr. Jodie NewDelman, Doctor of Psychology</title>
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  <pubDate>Thu, 26 Feb 2026 10:30:00 -0600</pubDate>
  <author>Matt Kosterman</author>
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  <itunes:subtitle>In this conversation with Dr. Jodie NewDelman, I explore the intersection of psychology, psychedelics, trauma, and the subtle body. We unpack how dysregulation shows up in individuals and systems, why so many chronic conditions evade traditional medical explanations, and how experiential medicine can help unwind what talk therapy alone often cannot.

We discuss Internal Family Systems, ketamine-assisted psychotherapy, transference and countertransference, chronic pain as stored trauma, and the difference between temporizing symptoms and addressing root causes. Jodie offers a grounded, trauma-informed perspective on psychedelic-adjacent work and what ethical, integrated care really looks like.</itunes:subtitle>
  <itunes:duration>1:19:07</itunes:duration>
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  <description>Dr. Jodie NewDelman shares her evolution from a hard-science neuropsychology background at UCLA studying autism genetics to embracing a more integrated biopsychosocial-spiritual model of care. We examine:
    • The limitations of purely symptom-based psychiatric models
    • ADHD and neurodivergence as neurotypes, not simply disorders
    • Trauma as both psychological and somatic — and how it presents as chronic pain, fibromyalgia-like symptoms, digestive disorders, and “mystery” illnesses
    • The Quadrintity framework (cognitive, emotional, physical, spiritual) and how imbalance across these domains manifests as dysregulation
    • Ketamine-assisted psychotherapy as a non-specific amplifier that accelerates subconscious material to the surface
    • Why preparation, safety, and integration are non-negotiable in psychedelic work
    • Transference and countertransference as essential considerations in altered states
    • The difference between being “fixed” and reclaiming agency
This episode invites listeners to examine whether their current healing path is addressing root causes — or merely suppressing symptoms.
• Nervous system regulation
• Trauma stored in the body
• Neurodivergence &amp;amp; ADHD
• Chronic pain &amp;amp; somatic symptoms
• Internal Family Systems (IFS)
• Ketamine-assisted psychotherapy
• Psychedelic preparation &amp;amp; integration
• Transference &amp;amp; countertransference
• Biopsychosocial-spiritual model
• Experiential medicine
• Personal agency in healing
Dr. NewDelman's website is https://essensuate.com
Facebook https://www.facebook.com/profile.php?id=100091764967649
LinkedIn https://www.linkedin.com/company/essensuate-integration/
Instagram https://www.instagram.com/essensuate/ Special Guest: Dr. Jodie NewDelman.
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  <itunes:keywords>psychedelic-adjacent therapy, ketamine assisted psychotherapy, trauma healing, somatic unwinding, chronic pain, neurodivergence, ADHD neurotype, Internal Family Systems, nervous system regulation, experiential medicine, integration work, mental health systems, biopsychosocial model, transference, countertransference, root cause healing, mind-body connection</itunes:keywords>
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    <![CDATA[<p>Dr. Jodie NewDelman shares her evolution from a hard-science neuropsychology background at UCLA studying autism genetics to embracing a more integrated biopsychosocial-spiritual model of care. We examine:<br>
    • The limitations of purely symptom-based psychiatric models<br>
    • ADHD and neurodivergence as neurotypes, not simply disorders<br>
    • Trauma as both psychological and somatic — and how it presents as chronic pain, fibromyalgia-like symptoms, digestive disorders, and “mystery” illnesses<br>
    • The Quadrintity framework (cognitive, emotional, physical, spiritual) and how imbalance across these domains manifests as dysregulation<br>
    • Ketamine-assisted psychotherapy as a non-specific amplifier that accelerates subconscious material to the surface<br>
    • Why preparation, safety, and integration are non-negotiable in psychedelic work<br>
    • Transference and countertransference as essential considerations in altered states<br>
    • The difference between being “fixed” and reclaiming agency</p>

<p>This episode invites listeners to examine whether their current healing path is addressing root causes — or merely suppressing symptoms.</p>

<pre><code>• Nervous system regulation
• Trauma stored in the body
• Neurodivergence &amp; ADHD
• Chronic pain &amp; somatic symptoms
• Internal Family Systems (IFS)
• Ketamine-assisted psychotherapy
• Psychedelic preparation &amp; integration
• Transference &amp; countertransference
• Biopsychosocial-spiritual model
• Experiential medicine
• Personal agency in healing
</code></pre>

<p>Dr. NewDelman&#39;s website is <a href="https://essensuate.com" rel="nofollow">https://essensuate.com</a><br>
Facebook <a href="https://www.facebook.com/profile.php?id=100091764967649" rel="nofollow">https://www.facebook.com/profile.php?id=100091764967649</a><br>
LinkedIn <a href="https://www.linkedin.com/company/essensuate-integration/" rel="nofollow">https://www.linkedin.com/company/essensuate-integration/</a><br>
Instagram <a href="https://www.instagram.com/essensuate/" rel="nofollow">https://www.instagram.com/essensuate/</a></p><p>Special Guest: Dr. Jodie NewDelman.</p><p><a rel="payment" href="https://patreon.com/mattkosterman">Support The Permission Slip</a></p>]]>
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  <itunes:summary>
    <![CDATA[<p>Dr. Jodie NewDelman shares her evolution from a hard-science neuropsychology background at UCLA studying autism genetics to embracing a more integrated biopsychosocial-spiritual model of care. We examine:<br>
    • The limitations of purely symptom-based psychiatric models<br>
    • ADHD and neurodivergence as neurotypes, not simply disorders<br>
    • Trauma as both psychological and somatic — and how it presents as chronic pain, fibromyalgia-like symptoms, digestive disorders, and “mystery” illnesses<br>
    • The Quadrintity framework (cognitive, emotional, physical, spiritual) and how imbalance across these domains manifests as dysregulation<br>
    • Ketamine-assisted psychotherapy as a non-specific amplifier that accelerates subconscious material to the surface<br>
    • Why preparation, safety, and integration are non-negotiable in psychedelic work<br>
    • Transference and countertransference as essential considerations in altered states<br>
    • The difference between being “fixed” and reclaiming agency</p>

<p>This episode invites listeners to examine whether their current healing path is addressing root causes — or merely suppressing symptoms.</p>

<pre><code>• Nervous system regulation
• Trauma stored in the body
• Neurodivergence &amp; ADHD
• Chronic pain &amp; somatic symptoms
• Internal Family Systems (IFS)
• Ketamine-assisted psychotherapy
• Psychedelic preparation &amp; integration
• Transference &amp; countertransference
• Biopsychosocial-spiritual model
• Experiential medicine
• Personal agency in healing
</code></pre>

<p>Dr. NewDelman&#39;s website is <a href="https://essensuate.com" rel="nofollow">https://essensuate.com</a><br>
Facebook <a href="https://www.facebook.com/profile.php?id=100091764967649" rel="nofollow">https://www.facebook.com/profile.php?id=100091764967649</a><br>
LinkedIn <a href="https://www.linkedin.com/company/essensuate-integration/" rel="nofollow">https://www.linkedin.com/company/essensuate-integration/</a><br>
Instagram <a href="https://www.instagram.com/essensuate/" rel="nofollow">https://www.instagram.com/essensuate/</a></p><p>Special Guest: Dr. Jodie NewDelman.</p><p><a rel="payment" href="https://patreon.com/mattkosterman">Support The Permission Slip</a></p>]]>
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  <title>S1 | E16 Lisa Parker - Founder, Trilome®</title>
  <link>https://thepermissionslip.fireside.fm/s1e16-parker</link>
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  <pubDate>Thu, 08 Jan 2026 08:00:00 -0600</pubDate>
  <author>Matt Kosterman</author>
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  <itunes:author>Matt Kosterman</itunes:author>
  <itunes:subtitle>In this episode of The Permission Slip, I sit down with Lisa Parker, founder of Trilome, to chat about trauma held in the body, nervous system regulation, and the integration of bodywork with psychedelic medicine.</itunes:subtitle>
  <itunes:duration>1:11:26</itunes:duration>
  <itunes:explicit>yes</itunes:explicit>
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  <description>The irony of the fact that it took me 16 episodes to get to somebody who works with psychedelic medicines is not lost on me. Psychedelics (all of them) have been instrumental in my healing process. As somebody who hasn't had an alcoholic drink since 2001 and hadn't smoked weed since 1995, dipping my toe in the psychedelic waters was not a decision I undertook lightly. It was a short journey from the dip to the plunge, however. 
I'm very grateful to Lisa for agreeing to be on the show and to share the beautiful potential these medicines have for fostering healing and connection. The fact that they are Schedule I narcotics is criminal in and of itself.
In this episode, I talk with Lisa Parker about her journey from chronic trauma and unexplained pain into becoming a practitioner of psychedelic-integrative bodywork. Lisa shares how early experiences of fear, dissociation, and bodily threat shaped her nervous system—and how modalities like Rolfing and other somatic work, especially in tandem with medicines such as Ayahuasca, Psilocybin and Kambo helped her reclaim safety in her body.
In themes that are common across most episodes, we explore how trauma lives in fascia, why chronic pain often has emotional and energetic roots, and how combining low-dose psychedelic medicine with hands-on bodywork can accelerate healing in a safe, grounded way. This conversation moves through nervous system regulation, consent, embodied boundaries, touches briefly on Human Design, and the difference between catharsis and integration.
This episode is an invitation to understand healing not as fixing what’s broken, but as remembering how the body already knows how to come home to itself.
 Special Guest: Lisa Parker.
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  <itunes:keywords>psychedelic integration, trauma healing, somatic therapy, nervous system regulation, bodywork, fascia, psilocybin therapy, ayahuasca, kambo, embodiment, chronic pain, trauma release, Human Design, consent-based healing</itunes:keywords>
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    <![CDATA[<p>The irony of the fact that it took me 16 episodes to get to somebody who works with psychedelic medicines is not lost on me. Psychedelics (all of them) have been instrumental in my healing process. As somebody who hasn&#39;t had an alcoholic drink since 2001 and hadn&#39;t smoked weed since 1995, dipping my toe in the psychedelic waters was not a decision I undertook lightly. It was a short journey from the dip to the plunge, however. </p>

<p>I&#39;m very grateful to Lisa for agreeing to be on the show and to share the beautiful potential these medicines have for fostering healing and connection. The fact that they are Schedule I narcotics is criminal in and of itself.</p>

<p>In this episode, I talk with Lisa Parker about her journey from chronic trauma and unexplained pain into becoming a practitioner of psychedelic-integrative bodywork. Lisa shares how early experiences of fear, dissociation, and bodily threat shaped her nervous system—and how modalities like Rolfing and other somatic work, especially in tandem with medicines such as Ayahuasca, Psilocybin and Kambo helped her reclaim safety in her body.</p>

<p>In themes that are common across most episodes, we explore how trauma lives in fascia, why chronic pain often has emotional and energetic roots, and how combining low-dose psychedelic medicine with hands-on bodywork can accelerate healing in a safe, grounded way. This conversation moves through nervous system regulation, consent, embodied boundaries, touches briefly on Human Design, and the difference between catharsis and integration.</p>

<p>This episode is an invitation to understand healing not as fixing what’s broken, but as remembering how the body already knows how to come home to itself.</p><p>Special Guest: Lisa Parker.</p><p><a rel="payment" href="https://patreon.com/mattkosterman">Support The Permission Slip</a></p><p>Links:</p><ul><li><a title="Lisa Parker&#39;s Website" rel="nofollow" href="https://click.fireside.fm/e/MTgyOTc2">Lisa Parker's Website</a></li></ul>]]>
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    <![CDATA[<p>The irony of the fact that it took me 16 episodes to get to somebody who works with psychedelic medicines is not lost on me. Psychedelics (all of them) have been instrumental in my healing process. As somebody who hasn&#39;t had an alcoholic drink since 2001 and hadn&#39;t smoked weed since 1995, dipping my toe in the psychedelic waters was not a decision I undertook lightly. It was a short journey from the dip to the plunge, however. </p>

<p>I&#39;m very grateful to Lisa for agreeing to be on the show and to share the beautiful potential these medicines have for fostering healing and connection. The fact that they are Schedule I narcotics is criminal in and of itself.</p>

<p>In this episode, I talk with Lisa Parker about her journey from chronic trauma and unexplained pain into becoming a practitioner of psychedelic-integrative bodywork. Lisa shares how early experiences of fear, dissociation, and bodily threat shaped her nervous system—and how modalities like Rolfing and other somatic work, especially in tandem with medicines such as Ayahuasca, Psilocybin and Kambo helped her reclaim safety in her body.</p>

<p>In themes that are common across most episodes, we explore how trauma lives in fascia, why chronic pain often has emotional and energetic roots, and how combining low-dose psychedelic medicine with hands-on bodywork can accelerate healing in a safe, grounded way. This conversation moves through nervous system regulation, consent, embodied boundaries, touches briefly on Human Design, and the difference between catharsis and integration.</p>

<p>This episode is an invitation to understand healing not as fixing what’s broken, but as remembering how the body already knows how to come home to itself.</p><p>Special Guest: Lisa Parker.</p><p><a rel="payment" href="https://patreon.com/mattkosterman">Support The Permission Slip</a></p><p>Links:</p><ul><li><a title="Lisa Parker&#39;s Website" rel="nofollow" href="https://click.fireside.fm/e/MTgyOTc2">Lisa Parker's Website</a></li></ul>]]>
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  <itunes:subtitle>In this premiere episode, I share my journey from depression and disconnection to healing and purpose, joined by Renee LaVallee McKenna as we explore addiction, transformation, and the power of giving yourself permission to change.</itunes:subtitle>
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  <description>In the first episode of The Permission Slip, I touch my journey healing from decades of depression, addiction, and physical pain to a place of deep presence and purpose. For much of my life, I felt like I didn’t belong here—as in on Earth, here, in a body. Despite building a successful business and raising two beautiful daughters, I was deeply disconnected, numbing myself with alcohol and later navigating chronic pain through a medical system that was not designed to deal with spiritual issues. My healing truly began after a psilocybin journey cracked me open, leading me to explore alternative modalities, spiritual practices, and inner transformation. This podcast is my offering to others who are seeking their own way out of pain and into authenticity, embodiment, and joy.
My first guest, Renee LaVallee McKenna, has played a pivotal role in my healing. She’s a former multi-substance addict turned spiritual psychologist who brings a grounded, no-BS approach to deep inner work. In our conversation, we talk about addiction as a search for the right algorithm, the hero’s journey as a framework for healing, and the ways unresolved trauma lives in the body. Renee shares how her own rock bottoms became portals to growth and how she found her calling by surrendering to something bigger than herself. Our discussion touches on themes like self-responsibility, spiritual awakening without substances, and the intelligence of our body and nervous system. If you’ve ever felt stuck, numb, or like your life is “fine” but missing something essential, I hope this episode offers a glimpse of what’s possible when you give yourself permission to heal.
Reneé's Bio
I'm a Boston-born mentor, hypnotherapist and Shamanic healer who guides people to heal and transform on a soul level. My individual sessions, workshops, groups and mentorship programs in Spiritual Psi-Kology offer a unique blend of neo-Shamanism and Buddhist philosophy with hypnotherapy and body-based mindfulness. 
I bring my 30+ years of experience as a recovering addict and ex-crazy person to my weekly podcast (https://www.reneemckenna.com/podcast), sharing snackable teachings on spirituality, psychology and all things personal growth.
All of the work I do with clients, I have experienced in my own therapy and personal growth work. I consider myself a mentor, guide and navigator for your own soul's journey. I DO NOT practice as a licensed psychologist or counselor.
 I have a Masters degree in Transpersonal Psychology and am a certified clinical hypotherapist. For 14 years I studied DepthHypnosis, Shamanism and Energy Work with Dr. Isa Gucciardi and have been a student of Lifespan Integration, Hakomi Method and Tibetan Buddhist philosophy and healing methods.
Through my own inner work and practice, I have come to believe that spiritual and intuitive methods of healing are more effective and transformative than the more intellectually and physically based approach of Western psychology. The work of Spiritual Psi-Kology is intended as an alternative and a compliment to Western psychology and many find this work to be a great addition to traditional talk therapy, psychology and psychiatry.
My book, workbook and guided audio series Allies &amp;amp; Demons: Working With Spirit For Power And Healing (https://www.amazon.com/Allies-Demons-Working-Spirit-Healing/dp/1703725808/ref=sr_1_1?crid=2RJ4G2SW08LNR&amp;amp;keywords=allies+%26+demons&amp;amp;qid=1578848789&amp;amp;sprefix=allies+%26%2Cdigital-text%2C270&amp;amp;sr=8-1) is available on Amazon and Audible. Allies and Demons guides you through the 15 basic inner journeys of Spiritual Psi-Kology. This powerful book is filled with inspiring client stories, soul level wisdom, and my personal journey of healing and empowerment.
I know the extremes of success and failure. From bankruptcy to grad school, from divorce and homelessness to motherhood and art teacher, from addict and alcoholic to lead of Women's March 2017 (https://www.reneemckenna.com/women-s-march-january-2017), I bring the wisdom gained from my many life experiences to my students and clients world-wide.
My passion is to bring this work that has healed and transformed my life to all who need it. My free content includes a weekly podcast (https://www.reneemckenna.com/podcast), healing workshops on Insight Timer and content on Youtube. My year-long Mentorship Program (https://www.reneemckenna.com/mentorship) trains therapists, counselors and healers in the grounded and practical tools of Spiritual Psi-Kology. I also offer Healthy Healer Workshops offering tools for healthy boundaries, energy medicine and spiritual connection for other practitioners.
Check out my artwork here (http://reneemckenna.squarespace.com/).
 Special Guest: Renee LaVallee McKenna, MA.
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    <![CDATA[<p>In the first episode of The Permission Slip, I touch my journey healing from decades of depression, addiction, and physical pain to a place of deep presence and purpose. For much of my life, I felt like I didn’t belong here—as in on Earth, here, in a body. Despite building a successful business and raising two beautiful daughters, I was deeply disconnected, numbing myself with alcohol and later navigating chronic pain through a medical system that was not designed to deal with spiritual issues. My healing truly began after a psilocybin journey cracked me open, leading me to explore alternative modalities, spiritual practices, and inner transformation. This podcast is my offering to others who are seeking their own way out of pain and into authenticity, embodiment, and joy.<br>
My first guest, Renee LaVallee McKenna, has played a pivotal role in my healing. She’s a former multi-substance addict turned spiritual psychologist who brings a grounded, no-BS approach to deep inner work. In our conversation, we talk about addiction as a search for the right algorithm, the hero’s journey as a framework for healing, and the ways unresolved trauma lives in the body. Renee shares how her own rock bottoms became portals to growth and how she found her calling by surrendering to something bigger than herself. Our discussion touches on themes like self-responsibility, spiritual awakening without substances, and the intelligence of our body and nervous system. If you’ve ever felt stuck, numb, or like your life is “fine” but missing something essential, I hope this episode offers a glimpse of what’s possible when you give yourself permission to heal.</p>

<h3>Reneé&#39;s Bio</h3>

<p>I&#39;m a Boston-born mentor, hypnotherapist and Shamanic healer who guides people to heal and transform on a soul level. My individual sessions, workshops, groups and mentorship programs in Spiritual Psi-Kology offer a unique blend of neo-Shamanism and Buddhist philosophy with hypnotherapy and body-based mindfulness. </p>

<p>I bring my 30+ years of experience as a recovering addict and ex-crazy person to my <a href="https://www.reneemckenna.com/podcast" rel="nofollow">weekly podcast</a>, sharing snackable teachings on spirituality, psychology and all things personal growth.</p>

<p>All of the work I do with clients, I have experienced in my own therapy and personal growth work. I consider myself a mentor, guide and navigator for your own soul&#39;s journey. I DO NOT practice as a licensed psychologist or counselor.</p>

<p>I have a Masters degree in Transpersonal Psychology and am a certified clinical hypotherapist. For 14 years I studied DepthHypnosis, Shamanism and Energy Work with Dr. Isa Gucciardi and have been a student of Lifespan Integration, Hakomi Method and Tibetan Buddhist philosophy and healing methods.</p>

<p>Through my own inner work and practice, I have come to believe that spiritual and intuitive methods of healing are more effective and transformative than the more intellectually and physically based approach of Western psychology. The work of Spiritual Psi-Kology is intended as an alternative and a compliment to Western psychology and many find this work to be a great addition to traditional talk therapy, psychology and psychiatry.</p>

<p>My book, workbook and guided audio series <a href="https://www.amazon.com/Allies-Demons-Working-Spirit-Healing/dp/1703725808/ref=sr_1_1?crid=2RJ4G2SW08LNR&keywords=allies+%26+demons&qid=1578848789&sprefix=allies+%26%2Cdigital-text%2C270&sr=8-1" rel="nofollow">Allies &amp; Demons: Working With Spirit For Power And Healing</a> is available on Amazon and Audible. Allies and Demons guides you through the 15 basic inner journeys of Spiritual Psi-Kology. This powerful book is filled with inspiring client stories, soul level wisdom, and my personal journey of healing and empowerment.</p>

<p>I know the extremes of success and failure. From bankruptcy to grad school, from divorce and homelessness to motherhood and art teacher, from addict and alcoholic to lead of <a href="https://www.reneemckenna.com/women-s-march-january-2017" rel="nofollow">Women&#39;s March 2017</a>, I bring the wisdom gained from my many life experiences to my students and clients world-wide.</p>

<p>My passion is to bring this work that has healed and transformed my life to all who need it. My free content includes a <a href="https://www.reneemckenna.com/podcast" rel="nofollow">weekly podcast</a>, healing workshops on Insight Timer and content on Youtube. My year-long <a href="https://www.reneemckenna.com/mentorship" rel="nofollow">Mentorship Program</a> trains therapists, counselors and healers in the grounded and practical tools of Spiritual Psi-Kology. I also offer Healthy Healer Workshops offering tools for healthy boundaries, energy medicine and spiritual connection for other practitioners.</p>

<p>Check out my artwork <a href="http://reneemckenna.squarespace.com/" rel="nofollow">here</a>.</p><p>Special Guest: Renee LaVallee McKenna, MA.</p><p><a rel="payment" href="https://patreon.com/mattkosterman">Support The Permission Slip</a></p>]]>
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    <![CDATA[<p>In the first episode of The Permission Slip, I touch my journey healing from decades of depression, addiction, and physical pain to a place of deep presence and purpose. For much of my life, I felt like I didn’t belong here—as in on Earth, here, in a body. Despite building a successful business and raising two beautiful daughters, I was deeply disconnected, numbing myself with alcohol and later navigating chronic pain through a medical system that was not designed to deal with spiritual issues. My healing truly began after a psilocybin journey cracked me open, leading me to explore alternative modalities, spiritual practices, and inner transformation. This podcast is my offering to others who are seeking their own way out of pain and into authenticity, embodiment, and joy.<br>
My first guest, Renee LaVallee McKenna, has played a pivotal role in my healing. She’s a former multi-substance addict turned spiritual psychologist who brings a grounded, no-BS approach to deep inner work. In our conversation, we talk about addiction as a search for the right algorithm, the hero’s journey as a framework for healing, and the ways unresolved trauma lives in the body. Renee shares how her own rock bottoms became portals to growth and how she found her calling by surrendering to something bigger than herself. Our discussion touches on themes like self-responsibility, spiritual awakening without substances, and the intelligence of our body and nervous system. If you’ve ever felt stuck, numb, or like your life is “fine” but missing something essential, I hope this episode offers a glimpse of what’s possible when you give yourself permission to heal.</p>

<h3>Reneé&#39;s Bio</h3>

<p>I&#39;m a Boston-born mentor, hypnotherapist and Shamanic healer who guides people to heal and transform on a soul level. My individual sessions, workshops, groups and mentorship programs in Spiritual Psi-Kology offer a unique blend of neo-Shamanism and Buddhist philosophy with hypnotherapy and body-based mindfulness. </p>

<p>I bring my 30+ years of experience as a recovering addict and ex-crazy person to my <a href="https://www.reneemckenna.com/podcast" rel="nofollow">weekly podcast</a>, sharing snackable teachings on spirituality, psychology and all things personal growth.</p>

<p>All of the work I do with clients, I have experienced in my own therapy and personal growth work. I consider myself a mentor, guide and navigator for your own soul&#39;s journey. I DO NOT practice as a licensed psychologist or counselor.</p>

<p>I have a Masters degree in Transpersonal Psychology and am a certified clinical hypotherapist. For 14 years I studied DepthHypnosis, Shamanism and Energy Work with Dr. Isa Gucciardi and have been a student of Lifespan Integration, Hakomi Method and Tibetan Buddhist philosophy and healing methods.</p>

<p>Through my own inner work and practice, I have come to believe that spiritual and intuitive methods of healing are more effective and transformative than the more intellectually and physically based approach of Western psychology. The work of Spiritual Psi-Kology is intended as an alternative and a compliment to Western psychology and many find this work to be a great addition to traditional talk therapy, psychology and psychiatry.</p>

<p>My book, workbook and guided audio series <a href="https://www.amazon.com/Allies-Demons-Working-Spirit-Healing/dp/1703725808/ref=sr_1_1?crid=2RJ4G2SW08LNR&keywords=allies+%26+demons&qid=1578848789&sprefix=allies+%26%2Cdigital-text%2C270&sr=8-1" rel="nofollow">Allies &amp; Demons: Working With Spirit For Power And Healing</a> is available on Amazon and Audible. Allies and Demons guides you through the 15 basic inner journeys of Spiritual Psi-Kology. This powerful book is filled with inspiring client stories, soul level wisdom, and my personal journey of healing and empowerment.</p>

<p>I know the extremes of success and failure. From bankruptcy to grad school, from divorce and homelessness to motherhood and art teacher, from addict and alcoholic to lead of <a href="https://www.reneemckenna.com/women-s-march-january-2017" rel="nofollow">Women&#39;s March 2017</a>, I bring the wisdom gained from my many life experiences to my students and clients world-wide.</p>

<p>My passion is to bring this work that has healed and transformed my life to all who need it. My free content includes a <a href="https://www.reneemckenna.com/podcast" rel="nofollow">weekly podcast</a>, healing workshops on Insight Timer and content on Youtube. My year-long <a href="https://www.reneemckenna.com/mentorship" rel="nofollow">Mentorship Program</a> trains therapists, counselors and healers in the grounded and practical tools of Spiritual Psi-Kology. I also offer Healthy Healer Workshops offering tools for healthy boundaries, energy medicine and spiritual connection for other practitioners.</p>

<p>Check out my artwork <a href="http://reneemckenna.squarespace.com/" rel="nofollow">here</a>.</p><p>Special Guest: Renee LaVallee McKenna, MA.</p><p><a rel="payment" href="https://patreon.com/mattkosterman">Support The Permission Slip</a></p>]]>
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